Just a post talking about feelings...

So I guess when guys/boys tell you they love you and want to spend forever with you, forever is only 13 days exactly. I mean maybe I was in the wrong too for telling him I couldnt hang out, when really I had no plans whatsoever. Let me tell you the whole story and then you can tell me whats going on, and maybe why I feel like this.

-- Okay so I was single and i'm homeschooled pretty much as all of you know,  so I add mutal friends that me and my friends have on myspace. Well i get on one day not expecting to find anyone, then I did, so I added him. Months went by and he accepted the request but never commented me or anything, so I thought he wasnt interested, well then one day he messeged me and was like whats your number & i gave it to him, and we texted and by that night we were together, I knew alot about him just by how he acted, and stuff. :) well don't be fooled guys, I didnt get my ''fairytale ending'' i got a disaster. We were fine, nothing could have been better. Except the fact of long distance relationships, and let me tell you i've been in relationships with people from different states and it has lasted longer than this one from a 20 minute drive away. I'm only 14 and he is 16 so obviously the age was a problem, but honestly I think i'm mature for my age,maybe i'm wrong though. So anyways the first weekend we were gonna hangout, but he canceled, it didnt bother me because I was nervous anyways. I'm a bigger built girl and that always makes me nervous meeting people I dont know. Yes I know thats not a good idea in general, but still. So then we went through the first week perfectly then the next weekend I was staying at my moms so I had to cancel, well it was a big deal to him, then the next thing I knew we were together, then in just one text he acted different and we broke up. I liked him a lot but things just changed. I asked him what was up with him and he didnt say anything, but then he said he couldnt handle not seeing me and it was over. Honestly I think he got back with his ex or another girl. I will never know because now he wont talk to me.

--End of my sob story.

For all girls out there, never get involved with a guy so deep that it hurts you this much when you break up. Well until next time.

~Tiff

About Tiffanee.

I hate trying to explain myself to people that have never met me, lol. :D

Well my name is Tiffanee Richards, I am not 17 years old, i'm only 14[=

I am currently in the homeschooling process, :D & i just got out of a terrible

relationship. I live with my grandma but were soon moving in with my mom, that shall be quite an adventure.

I dont know my real dad, as most girls dont, he choose not to be part of my life, but I still was part of his

because every summer i would go down to beeville, where his parents lived to visit them, he would call,

and act like i wasnt even there, eventually it got to me and i just said forget it, i didnt need him.

When i was a baby my mom got married to a man named Robert, who knew it would last my whole life, lol he's an amazing father & i love him, but he's in prision right now, hopefully coming home soon. :)

Hmmm. I'm in eighth grade. :) I move a lot! The movie the perfect man inspired me to make this blog,

because in the movie hillary duff's bestfriend was her blog. :D

hahah. i hate when people judge me for something i'm not. xD

Well i will continue writeing in these blogs, I hope you enjoy them.

They will get better, I promise. :)

~Tiff.