So I guess when guys/boys tell you they love you and want to spend forever with you, forever is only 13 days exactly. I mean maybe I was in the wrong too for telling him I couldnt hang out, when really I had no plans whatsoever. Let me tell you the whole story and then you can tell me whats going on, and maybe why I feel like this.
-- Okay so I was single and i'm homeschooled pretty much as all of you know, so I add mutal friends that me and my friends have on myspace. Well i get on one day not expecting to find anyone, then I did, so I added him. Months went by and he accepted the request but never commented me or anything, so I thought he wasnt interested, well then one day he messeged me and was like whats your number & i gave it to him, and we texted and by that night we were together, I knew alot about him just by how he acted, and stuff. :) well don't be fooled guys, I didnt get my ''fairytale ending'' i got a disaster. We were fine, nothing could have been better. Except the fact of long distance relationships, and let me tell you i've been in relationships with people from different states and it has lasted longer than this one from a 20 minute drive away. I'm only 14 and he is 16 so obviously the age was a problem, but honestly I think i'm mature for my age,maybe i'm wrong though. So anyways the first weekend we were gonna hangout, but he canceled, it didnt bother me because I was nervous anyways. I'm a bigger built girl and that always makes me nervous meeting people I dont know. Yes I know thats not a good idea in general, but still. So then we went through the first week perfectly then the next weekend I was staying at my moms so I had to cancel, well it was a big deal to him, then the next thing I knew we were together, then in just one text he acted different and we broke up. I liked him a lot but things just changed. I asked him what was up with him and he didnt say anything, but then he said he couldnt handle not seeing me and it was over. Honestly I think he got back with his ex or another girl. I will never know because now he wont talk to me.
--End of my sob story.
For all girls out there, never get involved with a guy so deep that it hurts you this much when you break up. Well until next time.
~Tiff
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Hey Tiff,
ReplyDeleteIf you don't mind let me give you a little advice. Stay away from boys right now. All they can offer you is an broken heart. You are only 14 years old. Concentrate on your friends, family and school and whatever things that you like to do. I am much older than you and I know that teens live for the moment, but love can wait.
I agree 100% with mygrl.
ReplyDeleteThere is an insane difference between being 14 and being 26, for example, *especially* when it comes to love. What I thought was love at 14... well, let's just say that I had absolutely no idea.
I honestly don't doubt you're mature for your age. I, too, was mature for my age.
But all that really means is that I've been mature for all of my ages... and, let me tell you (one mature person to another) as you become more and more mature, you realize how immature you actually were yesterday.
Like mygrl said, 14 is the time to be discovering your talents and passions. Don't waste time looking for romance.
You'll be much better off down the road, even and especially in the romance department, if you have a strong understanding of who you are.
... anyway, sorry for the long, preachy comment... I look forward to reading more about you!