So this is my 20th post. I used to never post at all, and now I post numerous times a week. =) It helps me get less stressed. So thanks everyone for reading this pointless stuff. So, I have decided to do cheer! =) Will post more later, g2g.
Bye.
~Tiff.
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Complaining.
Its been a few days, but i'm back. With tons of emotions, that are all over the place.
I mean I guess just when I feel like things are all falling back into place slowly, something happens to make me think differently. I know I have an attitude with my grandma and mom, and its somthing that i'm
conciously working on, and putting effort too. But theres only so much negativity that I can take until I just say 'well, you think i'm never gonna change anyway so why try'. Thats whats going thru my head right now.
My mom was down at the neighbors, and my sisters kept running down there, and me and bubba were outside and she comes storming down the road. (Worse thing about having siblings; when they mess up, its your fault too.) So she goes "Everyone in your rooms now, no dinner, im done". Like shes never home anyway, to spend time with us, and when she is, she complains the whole time mostly. I love her to death, and if i ever told her any of this she would resent me. But its how I feel. Then my grandma always wants to run away to Deborahs. So its basically me. I mean they do a lot, dont get me wrong. I just don't feel like I live in a normal household. One that eats dinner before 10 o'clock at night. One that spends time together. But God gave me this one for a reason, and there are good parts, don't get me wrong. Its almost time for me to start my own family anyways. Although the boyfriend situation isnt going to well. WOW. Homeschool sucks because i'm falling behind. But it'll all work out I guess. Destiny has a cheer meeting tomorrow night, hopefully we make it to that. I need to clean my room, but its soooo messy, i dont know where to start. Well lovely people that read my complaining, thank you!!!!! Gonna sign off though because 16 and Pregnant Reunion comes on again tonight, and I have yet to see the whole thing. Goodnight. Probably gonna blog tomorrow.
~Tiff.
I mean I guess just when I feel like things are all falling back into place slowly, something happens to make me think differently. I know I have an attitude with my grandma and mom, and its somthing that i'm
conciously working on, and putting effort too. But theres only so much negativity that I can take until I just say 'well, you think i'm never gonna change anyway so why try'. Thats whats going thru my head right now.
My mom was down at the neighbors, and my sisters kept running down there, and me and bubba were outside and she comes storming down the road. (Worse thing about having siblings; when they mess up, its your fault too.) So she goes "Everyone in your rooms now, no dinner, im done". Like shes never home anyway, to spend time with us, and when she is, she complains the whole time mostly. I love her to death, and if i ever told her any of this she would resent me. But its how I feel. Then my grandma always wants to run away to Deborahs. So its basically me. I mean they do a lot, dont get me wrong. I just don't feel like I live in a normal household. One that eats dinner before 10 o'clock at night. One that spends time together. But God gave me this one for a reason, and there are good parts, don't get me wrong. Its almost time for me to start my own family anyways. Although the boyfriend situation isnt going to well. WOW. Homeschool sucks because i'm falling behind. But it'll all work out I guess. Destiny has a cheer meeting tomorrow night, hopefully we make it to that. I need to clean my room, but its soooo messy, i dont know where to start. Well lovely people that read my complaining, thank you!!!!! Gonna sign off though because 16 and Pregnant Reunion comes on again tonight, and I have yet to see the whole thing. Goodnight. Probably gonna blog tomorrow.
~Tiff.
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Jabbering.
Hey blogers,
I apoligize for not getting around to make a post lately. Life is getting kind of hectic. But as you all know I try my best to strive through it everyday. I want to thank my 8 followers, it means the world to me. I'm thinking about making a youtube vlog, I was watching some videos this weekend, and came across some amazing people. Juicystar07, Blair. Allthatglitters21, Elle. SilyLil15, Lilly. All of them inspired me to start doing youtube videos. So thanks to all them. (:
Homeschool is getting hard, I still havent gotten three of my books. UGH. :| So needless to say i'm gonna be behind. On a good note, I got to start driving, only in my neighborhood though. I think i'm doing good.
Well, my belly is growling, so g2g. Byee guys.
~Tiff.
I apoligize for not getting around to make a post lately. Life is getting kind of hectic. But as you all know I try my best to strive through it everyday. I want to thank my 8 followers, it means the world to me. I'm thinking about making a youtube vlog, I was watching some videos this weekend, and came across some amazing people. Juicystar07, Blair. Allthatglitters21, Elle. SilyLil15, Lilly. All of them inspired me to start doing youtube videos. So thanks to all them. (:
Homeschool is getting hard, I still havent gotten three of my books. UGH. :| So needless to say i'm gonna be behind. On a good note, I got to start driving, only in my neighborhood though. I think i'm doing good.
Well, my belly is growling, so g2g. Byee guys.
~Tiff.
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Hey,
So, today I was having a conversation with someone i've liked for two years, almost three. We've had kind of a rocky relationship type thing. People have judged us, and talked down. Probably why we've never been together. He tells me he wants to try this, with a little one. :) We will see where this goes.
love,
tiffanee.
So, today I was having a conversation with someone i've liked for two years, almost three. We've had kind of a rocky relationship type thing. People have judged us, and talked down. Probably why we've never been together. He tells me he wants to try this, with a little one. :) We will see where this goes.
love,
tiffanee.
Monday, April 5, 2010
Brother=Annoying.
Hey guys and girls,
So dad just called, and he of course had somthing to complain about. He wanted me to look at wedding rings for mom online, and of course between Destiny, Brandon, and Brittany mom found out about it. They don't stop until they give you a beating headache. They need disipline, but you know mom won't do nothing. Sucks for me i guess, because they walk all over me, and mom, and nana. So good, for them. Now moms yelling, dont i just love my life. HA!
On a good hand, Tracy saddled up Aisha today, she was pretty pissed at him though. She hadnt been riden in awhile, you could tell. She gets spooked easily. Sucks i wont get to ride her for awhile.
GREAT! Now the kids are talking to me like im a dog, yep, definitly loving my life. :| I swear when I do have kids, they will get disiplined. They call me dumb, stupid, fat, ugly, lazy, and abunch of other really vulgar names. :| Yep, now hes throwing things, and telling me hes gonna poision my dinner. What a nice thing to say.
When i'm 17, i'm moving out on my own. I can barely take it now.
2 more years, God help me.
So, i'm going to this super cool summer camp, in Austin. For the performing arts. :) Excited? HECK YES. Its in june, only a few more months. I wanna go back to Camp Coyote, but thats just not me. Ya know?
I have a beating headache, thanks kids. I need to clean my room, feed my dog, and work on schoolwork. Need to have it mostly completed by the time summer comes, and i'm only on semester one of grade 8. :|
Stress? i think so.
With me and Matt, were doing good. Celebrated our 1 year 2 month, anniversery on april 1st. :] He really is amazing. Hes sweet, and perfect. But he annoys me sometimes. Love him though.
I guess, i'm just a worthless piece of crap. :|
Bye guys.
~Tiff
So dad just called, and he of course had somthing to complain about. He wanted me to look at wedding rings for mom online, and of course between Destiny, Brandon, and Brittany mom found out about it. They don't stop until they give you a beating headache. They need disipline, but you know mom won't do nothing. Sucks for me i guess, because they walk all over me, and mom, and nana. So good, for them. Now moms yelling, dont i just love my life. HA!
On a good hand, Tracy saddled up Aisha today, she was pretty pissed at him though. She hadnt been riden in awhile, you could tell. She gets spooked easily. Sucks i wont get to ride her for awhile.
GREAT! Now the kids are talking to me like im a dog, yep, definitly loving my life. :| I swear when I do have kids, they will get disiplined. They call me dumb, stupid, fat, ugly, lazy, and abunch of other really vulgar names. :| Yep, now hes throwing things, and telling me hes gonna poision my dinner. What a nice thing to say.
When i'm 17, i'm moving out on my own. I can barely take it now.
2 more years, God help me.
So, i'm going to this super cool summer camp, in Austin. For the performing arts. :) Excited? HECK YES. Its in june, only a few more months. I wanna go back to Camp Coyote, but thats just not me. Ya know?
I have a beating headache, thanks kids. I need to clean my room, feed my dog, and work on schoolwork. Need to have it mostly completed by the time summer comes, and i'm only on semester one of grade 8. :|
Stress? i think so.
With me and Matt, were doing good. Celebrated our 1 year 2 month, anniversery on april 1st. :] He really is amazing. Hes sweet, and perfect. But he annoys me sometimes. Love him though.
I guess, i'm just a worthless piece of crap. :|
Bye guys.
~Tiff
Chatting.
Hey guys,
I've had the busiest two days. My phone is broken, I've decided to do a acting camp. Miley Cyrus is my new rolemodel. =]
Getting a new life line(phone) tomorrow hopefully. I love you all. Hows everyone doing? Give me an update.
I've had the busiest two days. My phone is broken, I've decided to do a acting camp. Miley Cyrus is my new rolemodel. =]
Getting a new life line(phone) tomorrow hopefully. I love you all. Hows everyone doing? Give me an update.
Friday, April 2, 2010
Little sisters and sonic.
Hey blog readers,
So, i'm babysitting while Nana goes and gets hay for the crazy horses. (: Little sisters really don't know how to listen. I guess they think i'm telling them to be good, for my own good. HA! They're suposed to be cleaning the living room, but as usual there fighting. GOSH DESTINY AND BRITTANY, SHUT YOUR MOUTHS! Bubba is over at Ms.Mary's helping her pull weeds. Brittany just slapped Destiny, oh great, more fighting. Nan, come home! HA! Now she's yelling at me, like I care. My daughters are def. going to be more respectful to people. I need to start getting stuff ready for the pageant.
So, i'm babysitting while Nana goes and gets hay for the crazy horses. (: Little sisters really don't know how to listen. I guess they think i'm telling them to be good, for my own good. HA! They're suposed to be cleaning the living room, but as usual there fighting. GOSH DESTINY AND BRITTANY, SHUT YOUR MOUTHS! Bubba is over at Ms.Mary's helping her pull weeds. Brittany just slapped Destiny, oh great, more fighting. Nan, come home! HA! Now she's yelling at me, like I care. My daughters are def. going to be more respectful to people. I need to start getting stuff ready for the pageant.
- Dress
- Hotel Room
- Shoes
- Jewlery
- Extentions
- HEADSHOTS!!!
- Register
- T-shirt
- Luggage
- Money
- All accessories
- A travel kennel for piper.
Update. =]
Hey blog readers,
Today I logged on here, to see I have SIX amazing followers. That means a lot, that there is actually people who read this. (:
Anyways, on to the good news, bad news.
I got in a fight with my family the other night, it tends to happen a lot. But then I got my phone taken away, ugh! Its been over a 24 hours, and i'm realizing i'm totally addicted. :| Talk about HELLO REALITY. =] I love Matt. We are doing so good with out relationship. Yesterday was 1 year and 2 months. Were stronger now, then we've ever been. So what if i'm only 15? He is the one for me. <3 I SWEAR.
I wanna start going to church, ha. My parents will never make the commitment to go. :| Sucks for me. Talk about I need a car, shoooot. (: So theres also a pageant for plus size teens coming up in october. :) I wanna be in it. Its in Arlington, by the 6 flags. [: Am I pretty enough? Look it up, its called PLUS TEEN USA. [: Nationionals (: Ahaha. Well I love the show 16 and Pregnant. I heard theres gonna be another season of Teen Mom this summer(: WOOO! Well i'm off for now loves.
Leave comments, tell your friends to follow.
MOOD: Content.
~Tiff.
Today I logged on here, to see I have SIX amazing followers. That means a lot, that there is actually people who read this. (:
Anyways, on to the good news, bad news.
I got in a fight with my family the other night, it tends to happen a lot. But then I got my phone taken away, ugh! Its been over a 24 hours, and i'm realizing i'm totally addicted. :| Talk about HELLO REALITY. =] I love Matt. We are doing so good with out relationship. Yesterday was 1 year and 2 months. Were stronger now, then we've ever been. So what if i'm only 15? He is the one for me. <3 I SWEAR.
I wanna start going to church, ha. My parents will never make the commitment to go. :| Sucks for me. Talk about I need a car, shoooot. (: So theres also a pageant for plus size teens coming up in october. :) I wanna be in it. Its in Arlington, by the 6 flags. [: Am I pretty enough? Look it up, its called PLUS TEEN USA. [: Nationionals (: Ahaha. Well I love the show 16 and Pregnant. I heard theres gonna be another season of Teen Mom this summer(: WOOO! Well i'm off for now loves.
Leave comments, tell your friends to follow.
MOOD: Content.
~Tiff.
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