Boys, Boys, Boys.

Sometimes two people are better off as friends. I couldnt understand that, so now him and I dont even talk. I guess I always let jealousy get to me. n_n. I ALWAYS get so jealous. Do they have a class for that? Hmph, they sure should! I always think that my boyfriend is cheating, when there really not. And i admit i do have a deffinite problem with commitment. It gets in my skin and I start to doubt my choices. :/

But on the bright side, I know that I wanna settle down and have a family. I want to meet just ONE guy, who loves me for me and wants the same I do. But at my age, that doesnt happen.
Probably why i'm ALWAYS attracted to older dudes. -_-

I'm also 'talking' to one of my ex's. I've known him since I was in sixth grade, so weve got some history. But he's a crackhead, and not my type, and will NEVER settle down with anyone. So I feel as if i'm kind of wasteing my time. But hey, we will see.

On the oppisite hand, I miss trevor, gah! He will most likely always have a part of me, just because he was the perfect guy. He accepted me, he wanted a family, but I never wanted to make an effort to go see him apparently, but thats not true. -____-. If i would have had a truck, like he did i would have probably made a bigger effort. STUPID ME!

I also been thinking about Hunter, someone ive never dated, but liked for along time. I'm in 8th grade now, and i've liked him since it was the first day of 7th grade. August 22nd, 2008. WOAH! Along time. D: I have no life whatsoever.

Maybe one day this cinderella will find her prince<3.

Until next time,

~Tiff.