I have finally realized...

How blessed I truely am. How good I have it. I know life isn't perfect but thinking about it what is? Nothing. I was reading back on some of my old posts from January and all the support I got at first. I just want to say thank you. I now have 8 followers. I'm so very grateful, this post is just to say thank you all very much. Do any of you want an update? =) leave comments below.

Until Next Time.
~Tiff

Kinda bad news, =/

Hey girls and guys,
I havent been on in like a month or more, and I appoligize. I've had so much going on right now.
For one, my mom and the kiddos moved 2,100 miles away, and i'll be going up there in August, yay!
I havent started my youtube channel though, it is in the works! I forgot the email to my other account, its been so long, I will keep trying to figure it out, but until then, this will be my main account. Lucky yall. Hm, I'm still with Matt, but things just keep getting worse, so I dont know how long we'll stay together, we're getting so distant, so if anyone has any relationship advice i'd love some :). I am trying to catch up on school, it kinda is not what i'd like to be doing. Well, I will just make a post tonight about my day, haha. Bye for now.

~Tiff

Amazing news. =)

As soon as everything calms down here at my house, i will be definitaly starting my beauty/vlog channel on youtube, if you wanna check it out its youtube.com/leaveittotiff =) ill tell everyone more details laterrrr.
thanks for all your support.

~<3tiff

So now that I have 2 blogs, and a youtube channel, i am sooo busy. I'm trying to start my acting career, but you know how it goes. =| Welll, i'll update later.

Love yall.

Weekend.

This weekend has been one of the longest weekends for me in history! I've been babysitting these ungrateful brats, and only got paid 20 dollars, for three kids, 5 am-9 pm friday, saturday, sunday, and monday. =/ This sucks. Of course everyone is going on a vacation but me! Any suggestions? I neeed to get outta here. Anyways, so i had went to the doctor about a 3 weeks ago, for a under arm infection, he diagnosed it to be cellulitis, which i thought was just a fancy name for skin infection. Turns out; i have mrsa. Staph!! =/ So now i'm back to hurting, cant sleep, i feel weak, its miserable. Wish i could drive myself to the er. Well i dont feel good, i'm sorry guys. Love yall

~TIFF<3

GOOOD NEWS =)

I cant leave all of you, so, with out further a due i've decided to keep this one. I was reading some of my old posts, and well, I dont talk to the guy i've liked for two years anymore. Hmmm. Life is still hectic. Just got internet back after a month. I am definitaly loosing weight thanks to the Alli pills :) I started a channel on youtube, when I get it going i'll post it here. I got all my school books, and i'm single-ish. <3333. Who has time for boys? I've decided to go back to public school whenever i loose weight. Well my loves, its late and this blogger is exhausted. =) I'll post everyday. Write to yall tomorrow. Yall-Can you tell i'm from the south? haha. Night.

love,
tiffanee.

thinking of making a new blogger account?

So this is my 20th post. I used to never post at all, and now I post numerous times a week. =) It helps me get less stressed. So thanks everyone for reading this pointless stuff. So, I have decided to do cheer! =) Will post more later, g2g.
Bye.
~Tiff.

Complaining.

Its been a few days, but i'm back. With tons of emotions, that are all over the place.
I mean I guess just when I feel like things are all falling back into place slowly, something happens to make me think differently. I know I have an attitude with my grandma and mom, and its somthing that i'm
conciously working on, and putting effort too. But theres only so much negativity that I can take until I just say 'well, you think i'm never gonna change anyway so why try'. Thats whats going thru my head right now.
My mom was down at the neighbors, and my sisters kept running down there, and me and bubba were outside and she comes storming down the road. (Worse thing about having siblings; when they mess up, its your fault too.) So she goes "Everyone in your rooms now, no dinner, im done". Like shes never home anyway, to spend time with us, and when she is, she complains the whole time mostly. I love her to death, and if i ever told her any of this she would resent me. But its how I feel. Then my grandma always wants to run away to Deborahs. So its basically me. I mean they do a lot, dont get me wrong. I just don't feel like I live in a normal household. One that eats dinner before 10 o'clock at night. One that spends time together. But God gave me this one for a reason, and there are good parts, don't get me wrong. Its almost time for me to start my own family anyways. Although the boyfriend situation isnt going to well. WOW. Homeschool sucks because i'm falling behind. But it'll all work out I guess. Destiny has a cheer meeting tomorrow night, hopefully we make it to that. I need to clean my room, but its soooo messy, i dont know where to start. Well lovely people that read my complaining, thank you!!!!! Gonna sign off though because 16 and Pregnant Reunion comes on again tonight, and I have yet to see the whole thing. Goodnight. Probably gonna blog tomorrow.

~Tiff.

Jabbering.

Hey blogers,
I apoligize for not getting around to make a post lately. Life is getting kind of hectic. But as you all know I try my best to strive through it everyday. I want to thank my 8 followers, it means the world to me. I'm thinking about making a youtube vlog, I was watching some videos this weekend, and came across some amazing people. Juicystar07, Blair. Allthatglitters21, Elle. SilyLil15, Lilly. All of them inspired me to start doing youtube videos. So thanks to all them. (:
Homeschool is getting hard, I still havent gotten three of my books. UGH. :| So needless to say i'm gonna be behind. On a good note, I got to start driving, only in my neighborhood though. I think i'm doing good.
Well, my belly is growling, so g2g. Byee guys.

~Tiff.

Hey,

So, today I was having a conversation with someone i've liked for two years, almost three. We've had kind of a rocky relationship type thing. People have judged us, and talked down. Probably why we've never been together. He tells me he wants to try this, with a little one. :) We will see where this goes.

love,
tiffanee.

Brother=Annoying.

Hey guys and girls,
So dad just called, and he of course had somthing to complain about. He wanted me to look at wedding rings for mom online, and of course between Destiny, Brandon, and Brittany mom found out about it. They don't stop until they give you a beating headache. They need disipline, but you know mom won't do nothing. Sucks for me i guess, because they walk all over me, and mom, and nana. So good, for them. Now moms yelling, dont i just love my life. HA!

On a good hand, Tracy saddled up Aisha today, she was pretty pissed at him though. She hadnt been riden in awhile, you could tell. She gets spooked easily. Sucks i wont get to ride her for awhile.

GREAT! Now the kids are talking to me like im a dog, yep, definitly loving my life. :| I swear when I do have kids, they will get disiplined. They call me dumb, stupid, fat, ugly, lazy, and abunch of other really vulgar names. :| Yep, now hes throwing things, and telling me hes gonna poision my dinner. What a nice thing to say.

When i'm 17, i'm moving out on my own. I can barely take it now.
2 more years, God help me.

So, i'm going to this super cool summer camp, in Austin. For the performing arts. :) Excited? HECK YES. Its in june, only a few more months. I wanna go back to Camp Coyote, but thats just not me. Ya know?

I have a beating headache, thanks kids. I need to clean my room, feed my dog, and work on schoolwork. Need to have it mostly completed by the time summer comes, and i'm only on semester one of grade 8. :|
Stress? i think so.

With me and Matt, were doing good. Celebrated our 1 year 2 month, anniversery on april 1st. :] He really is amazing. Hes sweet, and perfect. But he annoys me sometimes. Love him though.

I guess, i'm just a worthless piece of crap. :|

Bye guys.

~Tiff

Chatting.

Hey guys,
I've had the busiest two days. My phone is broken, I've decided to do a acting camp. Miley Cyrus is my new rolemodel. =]

Getting a new life line(phone) tomorrow hopefully. I love you all. Hows everyone doing? Give me an update.

Little sisters and sonic.

Hey blog readers,

So, i'm babysitting while Nana goes and gets hay for the crazy horses. (: Little sisters really don't know how to listen. I guess they think i'm telling them to be good, for my own good. HA! They're suposed to be cleaning the living room, but as usual there fighting. GOSH DESTINY AND BRITTANY, SHUT YOUR MOUTHS! Bubba is over at Ms.Mary's helping her pull weeds. Brittany just slapped Destiny, oh great, more fighting. Nan, come home! HA! Now she's yelling at me, like I care. My daughters are def. going to be more respectful to people. I need to start getting stuff ready for the pageant.

• Dress
• Hotel Room
• Shoes
• Jewlery
• Extentions
• HEADSHOTS!!!
• Register
• T-shirt
• Luggage
• Money
• All accessories
• A travel kennel for piper.

Gah, so much to do. 200 More days. (:

Update. =]

Hey blog readers,
Today I logged on here, to see I have SIX amazing followers. That means a lot, that there is actually people who read this. (:
Anyways, on to the good news, bad news.
I got in a fight with my family the other night, it tends to happen a lot. But then I got my phone taken away, ugh! Its been over a 24 hours, and i'm realizing i'm totally addicted. :| Talk about HELLO REALITY. =] I love Matt. We are doing so good with out relationship. Yesterday was 1 year and 2 months. Were stronger now, then we've ever been. So what if i'm only 15? He is the one for me. <3 I SWEAR.
I wanna start going to church, ha. My parents will never make the commitment to go. :| Sucks for me. Talk about I need a car, shoooot. (: So theres also a pageant for plus size teens coming up in october. :) I wanna be in it. Its in Arlington, by the 6 flags. [: Am I pretty enough? Look it up, its called PLUS TEEN USA. [: Nationionals (: Ahaha. Well I love the show 16 and Pregnant. I heard theres gonna be another season of Teen Mom this summer(: WOOO! Well i'm off for now loves.
Leave comments, tell your friends to follow.

MOOD: Content.

~Tiff.

Sometimes.

I get so overwhelmed sometimes. With dad being in prision, being over weight, having to worry if my grandma is gonna leave this family for her stupid gf, and if my mom will be mad at me. I guess sometimes I just wanna crawl into a cave, and stay there until all the drama goes away. Honestly, I do try and be someone that i'm not. I have mixed emotions about every decsion i ever try to make. I wish I could pick apart my life, and only keep the good parts. I dont know sometimes. =/ Makes it feel like I was born at the wrong time, but i'm oh so grateful to be alive. Most of the time stuff really gets to me, like the fact my mom is the reason I can't see my real dad. "we did you a favor"-grandma. NO YOU DIDNT. You destroyed me. I spend 99.9% of the time making me wish I had him in my life. Tomorrow I wanna talk to my mom about going down to see grandma mary and pawpaw rudy. theyre not getting any younger. UGH. This sucks. :l I'm always stuck wondering what life would be like with them. ): Now, i'm depressed. I'm off for the night guys.

~Girl W/ Mixed Emotions. <3

Keep Talking That BLAH BLAH BLAH-Ke$ha.

Hey Girl Hey!,

So lately I've been talking too/seeing this guy named Matt. He's four years older than me :(
But we are trying to figure something out. He is the love I wanna be in. :D Well I g2g, I will deff. explain more. L8ter.

~Tiff.

mhm,

Maybe everyone is right, some things are better left un-said.
I dunno, but I guess you can say i'm clueless on the subject of shutting up, when need be.

So living here, in Orange is pretty good. I like the scenary and the people are wwwaaayyy nicer.

More useless blogging.

(:
So i'm STARVEING! I had a tonsil-ectimy. (I know terrible spelling.)
And its been a tough time recovering. I talk like a chipmonk. -_-
i'm super hungry, cravings are going crazy.
--babyyy, is someone else calling you babyyy? -luke bryan. -hes sexy btw.
So i think right about now i'm gonna attempt to eat some honeybun! :) and drink alittle gatorade.
Before this boy calls back.

until next time.

~tiff

Boys, Boys, Boys.

Sometimes two people are better off as friends. I couldnt understand that, so now him and I dont even talk. I guess I always let jealousy get to me. n_n. I ALWAYS get so jealous. Do they have a class for that? Hmph, they sure should! I always think that my boyfriend is cheating, when there really not. And i admit i do have a deffinite problem with commitment. It gets in my skin and I start to doubt my choices. :/

But on the bright side, I know that I wanna settle down and have a family. I want to meet just ONE guy, who loves me for me and wants the same I do. But at my age, that doesnt happen.
Probably why i'm ALWAYS attracted to older dudes. -_-

I'm also 'talking' to one of my ex's. I've known him since I was in sixth grade, so weve got some history. But he's a crackhead, and not my type, and will NEVER settle down with anyone. So I feel as if i'm kind of wasteing my time. But hey, we will see.

On the oppisite hand, I miss trevor, gah! He will most likely always have a part of me, just because he was the perfect guy. He accepted me, he wanted a family, but I never wanted to make an effort to go see him apparently, but thats not true. -____-. If i would have had a truck, like he did i would have probably made a bigger effort. STUPID ME!

I also been thinking about Hunter, someone ive never dated, but liked for along time. I'm in 8th grade now, and i've liked him since it was the first day of 7th grade. August 22nd, 2008. WOAH! Along time. D: I have no life whatsoever.

Maybe one day this cinderella will find her prince<3.

Until next time,

~Tiff.

GAH! -_-

WOAH!

It has been so long since i've blogged to you guys<3.
Have been having a lot of 'issues'.
-Computer broke.
-Moved.
-Surgery.
GAH! -_- To much to process.

BUT!!

-- I'm back in the game.

I'm officially single, living in Orange, might have a good babysitting job, and a possible boyfriend.

(:

Oh & i want a kid.

I should really just blog off of all of these topics, so ttyiam. :)

In a posting mood.

:) Hey girls & guys,

Tiffanee is officially back with her boyfriend Trevor. <3333333

if he's using me, i guess i'll find out. I hope not though, because at first he didnt seem like the 'forever' type, but now that i've gotten to know him, he seems like it. :)

well, i've got to edit my myspace profile, so ttyl girls & guys.

until next post,

~tiff.

Got a smile on my face.

I instantly smiled today when I logged onto Blogger. [:

It means so much to me to have even two followers means the world to a girl like me, :)

--Anyways.

Let me update ya'll on whats been going on in my life.

Well I think i said in my last post I had said that we were going to look for houses out in the countryy. Well we did, I had found one online, so when we went out to ______ we looked at it. My mom fell in love with it, and well you must know what happens from there, we rented it! Within 15 minutes, lol. Its perfectttttt. 5 bedrooms and 3 baths, pretty great. I mean in the back of my mind, I never wanna leave there, because its finally where i want to be, but i also know that since i live with my grandma eventually were going to move out. I just look at it as my glass is half full, not half empty. So for right now, were gonna be there & i like it.
We went out there the other day to take a load of my grandmas stuff out there, & i didnt get out of the car because my grandma was like in a bad mood. Well this kid came over there--i say kid, but he's older than me. He was helping and i loved his accent. You know how I am with those country boys, well things went great from there. I cant wait to move. :)

until next time

~Tiff

Just a post talking about feelings...

So I guess when guys/boys tell you they love you and want to spend forever with you, forever is only 13 days exactly. I mean maybe I was in the wrong too for telling him I couldnt hang out, when really I had no plans whatsoever. Let me tell you the whole story and then you can tell me whats going on, and maybe why I feel like this.

-- Okay so I was single and i'm homeschooled pretty much as all of you know,  so I add mutal friends that me and my friends have on myspace. Well i get on one day not expecting to find anyone, then I did, so I added him. Months went by and he accepted the request but never commented me or anything, so I thought he wasnt interested, well then one day he messeged me and was like whats your number & i gave it to him, and we texted and by that night we were together, I knew alot about him just by how he acted, and stuff. :) well don't be fooled guys, I didnt get my ''fairytale ending'' i got a disaster. We were fine, nothing could have been better. Except the fact of long distance relationships, and let me tell you i've been in relationships with people from different states and it has lasted longer than this one from a 20 minute drive away. I'm only 14 and he is 16 so obviously the age was a problem, but honestly I think i'm mature for my age,maybe i'm wrong though. So anyways the first weekend we were gonna hangout, but he canceled, it didnt bother me because I was nervous anyways. I'm a bigger built girl and that always makes me nervous meeting people I dont know. Yes I know thats not a good idea in general, but still. So then we went through the first week perfectly then the next weekend I was staying at my moms so I had to cancel, well it was a big deal to him, then the next thing I knew we were together, then in just one text he acted different and we broke up. I liked him a lot but things just changed. I asked him what was up with him and he didnt say anything, but then he said he couldnt handle not seeing me and it was over. Honestly I think he got back with his ex or another girl. I will never know because now he wont talk to me.

--End of my sob story.

For all girls out there, never get involved with a guy so deep that it hurts you this much when you break up. Well until next time.

~Tiff

About Tiffanee.

I hate trying to explain myself to people that have never met me, lol. :D

Well my name is Tiffanee Richards, I am not 17 years old, i'm only 14[=

I am currently in the homeschooling process, :D & i just got out of a terrible

relationship. I live with my grandma but were soon moving in with my mom, that shall be quite an adventure.

I dont know my real dad, as most girls dont, he choose not to be part of my life, but I still was part of his

because every summer i would go down to beeville, where his parents lived to visit them, he would call,

and act like i wasnt even there, eventually it got to me and i just said forget it, i didnt need him.

When i was a baby my mom got married to a man named Robert, who knew it would last my whole life, lol he's an amazing father & i love him, but he's in prision right now, hopefully coming home soon. :)

Hmmm. I'm in eighth grade. :) I move a lot! The movie the perfect man inspired me to make this blog,

because in the movie hillary duff's bestfriend was her blog. :D

hahah. i hate when people judge me for something i'm not. xD

Well i will continue writeing in these blogs, I hope you enjoy them.

They will get better, I promise. :)

~Tiff.